Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Year of Bayaw

iba't-iba pang piling-piling kuha ng mga bayaw.

bawal ang bardaging bayaw dito! hehe.



el indio igorot bayaw




mafiartist bayaw



werds ob mawt bayaws



but look! it's todo todo torres bayaw!




totelcoholic bayaw



at higit sa lahat...bayaw fuds treep!




wasak na wasak!

***

CHE FECE . . . IL GRAN RIFIUTO

A day comes to some people when
they must pronounce the great Yes or the great No.
It is instantly clear who has the Yes within,
ready; and by uttering it, he crosses over to

his honor and conviction. The one who
refuses has no remorse. If asked again,
he'd say no again. And yet that No —
the right No — weighs him down to his life's end.


[1901]
Translated with Willis Barnstone


C. P. Cavafy
Translated by Aliki Barnstone
The Collected Poems of C. P. Cavafy
W. W. Norton & Company

from Poetry Daily

Monday, March 26, 2007

Uncle Baobab's Lucky Seven Club

i think that i shall never see...

well, not until i came across a forwarded link that took me to a photo site that featured the grandest and most magnificent trees in the world. only then did i find out that there is, indeed, such a thing as a baobab tree. call me stupid, but i've thought all this time that it's just some invented planetoid vegetation from that tiny saint-exupéry book, the little prince.

and boy, do they look marvelous. apparently, as the link explains, putting the baobab tree on top of the list (grabbed photos are credited to their respective sources):

"The amazing baobab (Adansonia) or monkey bread tree can grow up to nearly 100 feet (30m) tall and 35 feet (11m) wide. Their defining characteristic: their swollen trunk are actually water storage - the baobab tree can store as much as 31,700 gallon (120,000 liters) of water to endure harsh drought conditions.

Baobab trees are native to Madagascar (it’s the country’s national tree!), mainland Africa, and Australia. A cluster of "the grandest of all" baobab trees (Adansonia grandidieri) can be found in the Baobab Avenue, near Morondava, in Madagascar."



"In Ifaty, southwestern Madagascar, other baobabs take the form of bottles, skulls, and even teapots."



and my most favorite photo:



sana nga lang may balete rin. better if the resident kapre decides to join the photo op, grinning broadly and blowing tobacco smoke rings on the photographer's face. 'yun ang talagang panalo! punung-puno ng kabayawan.

Friday, March 23, 2007

Earthsea Grapes



was browsing the studio ghibli website, checking if i in fact have all the acclaimed animated film outfit's main titles in a 19-CD boxed set i got last year. was pleasantly surprised that studio ghibli made an animated adaptation just last year of ursula k. le guin's Tales from Earthsea, which came after the nebula award-winning writer's earthsea trilogy. of course, i don't have it yet.

many anime fans would often sum up studio ghibli's success to that of a single man: its most renowned director, Hayao Miyazaki, who directed such unforgettable titles as "Howl's Moving Castle," "My Neighbor Totoro," "Princess Mononoke," "Porco Rosso," and "Spirited Away," the first ever Japanese animated feature to win an Oscar.

interestingly, Tales From Earthsea was directed by Miyasaki's son, Gorō. this is the son's first work and the father said something to the effect of having finally "accepted Gorō" after previewing the film. how japanese (but heck, what do i know). hmmm....i'm intrigued by the movie. hirap lang n'yan would be the necessary and unavoidable comparison to the father's works. wasak. teka...nyay! eto na si Yevaud!




Sea Grapes

That sail which leans on light,
tired of islands,
a schooner beating up the Caribbean

for home, could be Odysseus,
home-bound on the Aegean;
that father and husband's

longing, under gnarled sour grapes, is
like the adulterer hearing Nausicaa's name
in every gull's outcry.

This brings nobody peace. The ancient war
between obsession and responsibility
will never finish and has been the same

for the sea-wanderer or the one on shore
now wriggling on his sandals to walk home,
since Troy sighed its last flame,

and the blind giant's boulder heaved the trough
from whose groundswell the great hexameters come
to the conclusions of exhausted surf.

The classics can console. But not enough.


Derek Walcott

from Selected Poems by Derek Walcott
2007 Farrar, Straus and Giroux.

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and, in the PDI today, this wasak photo. find the sea grape and win a prize!


Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Aequus Nox



today marks the beginning of it. the latin phrase sounds weird enough when directly translated to english: equal night. probably why they combined the two words. equinox. hmmm...now that's even weirder. sounds greek even. it still doesn't seem to equate to anything sensible. where's the light? the sun? at may paki ba tayo dyan? siguro. sobrang init na nga naman. eh di tanggalin na lang.

Nakakatawa pa yung paliwanag sa wikipedia:

"In practice, the day is longer than the night. Commonly the day is defined as the period that sunlight reaches the ground in the absence of local obstacles. The Sun is a disc and not a single point of light, so when the center of the Sun is below the horizon, the upper edge is visible. Furthermore, the atmosphere refracts light, so even when the upper limb of the Sun is below the horizon, its rays reach over the horizon to the ground."

Well, at least, bakasyon na. Woohooo!

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

A Blizzard of One...

snowflake fell through my window, straight from cold Scotland, where Paolo Manalo met one of my most favorite poets, Mark Strand, and was able to get him to sign a copy of The Continuous Life for me. Wasak. Maraming salamat ulit, Pao!




This came after I got myself a fully-clothed, HB signed limited edition copy of Peter Beagle's original and unedited version of the classic fantasy The Last Unicorn: The Lost Version (you remember the movie adaptation with America doing the main theme and Art Garfunkel that love song, "That's All I've Got to Say"?). Truly one of the most poignant and loveable fantasies ever written/filmed.




***

Long day yesterday. Had to give a talk in the arneow with Lourd for Daryll's intro to poetry class then had to rush to the Alliance Francaise's Lettera Amorosa reading in dreaded Makati (was just fortunate enough to get to hitch a ride with Sir Jimmy, otherwise I probably won't even bother (Nyaaay, Maka-katakot-ti) especially with the sudden friggin' downpour. Anyway, had to run like hell in the rain and got into Sir Jimmy's car all wet and smelling like ass). But the reading turned out great. Lotsa wine and Czech beer. Found out that this year's theme, "Lettera Amorosa" is taken from a poem by the 20th Century French poet René Char, who passed away in 1988 and whose Centenary is this year. Well, the poem's title is obviously and inexcusably not French. hehe. But it did remind me of a wonderful poem Eric Gamalinda wrote which came out in the Free Press a couple of years ago that alluded to the guy.

Swamped with final novel analyses, grades all due tomorrow. Must...get...back...to...work...

***

The Evening Star

Tonight, for the first time in many years,
there appeared to me again
a vision of the earth's splendor:

in the evening sky
the first star seemed
to increase in brilliance
as the earth darkened

until at last it could grow no darker.
And the light, which was the light of death,
seemed to restore to earth

its power to console. There were
no other stars. Only the one
whose name I knew

as in my other life I did her
injury: Venus,
star of the early evening,

to you I dedicate
my vision, since on this blank surface

you have cast enough light
to make my thought
visible again.


Louise Glück
Averno
Farrar, Straus and Giroux

from Poetry Daily

Saturday, March 17, 2007

In Adder Newsssss



Just got an email stating that two of my poems ("Jesus Walking on Water" and "Subterfuge") are coming out in the Spring Issue of Washington Square, the literary journal of New York University's graduate creative writing program. Allan Popa's poem, "Aubade" is also seeing print there. Wasak One!

Also, Khavn dela Cruz is screening his new digital short film, "Literature" based on my poem of the same title on March 24, 7pm in Center for Arts in Timog. I caught a glimpse of how "90%" of it looked last night in mag:net. Angkol Tom's Khavn says 90 percent pa lang 'yun because he's still tweaking it for the actual launch on the 24th. This along with some of his recent short films, including "I'm not Batman" which features Lourd and rest of Sago. Wasak Two!

Below's the announcement and some photos from the shoot of "Literature". Nood naman kayo, mga bayaw.


THIS IS NOT A FILM BY KHAVN: KHAVN DELA CRUZ GETS BANNED!

Banned Movies Pilipinas has proven itself as the home of indie artists when it served as the venue for the premiere of John Torres’ Gabi Noong Nalaman Kong Ang Aking Ama ay May Anak sa Labas last January 20 and Raya Martin’s Long Live Philippine Cinema! last February 17.

Come 7pm on March 24, 2007, Banned Movies Pilipinas will chalk up another milestone when it premieres Khavn dela Cruz’ newest digital film, Literature, based on the poem of the same title from Joel Toledo’s 2004 2nd prize-winning Palanca collection for poetry, starring Farley Alcantara, with voiceover by Ebong Joson, sound design by Ria Muñoz, cinematography by Albert Banzon, editing by Lawrence S. Ang, and production design by Lope Cui, Jr.

The premiere will be held at the Center for Arts in Timog, Quezon City.



A recent recipient of the Grand Jury Prize in the recently concluded Digital Lokal competition of Cinemanila, Khavn dela Cruz is an award-winning filmmaker with 16 features and more than 60 short films tucked under his belt. He is also one of the
movers behind the Independent Filmmakers Cooperative (IFC) and Filmless
Films.

Also to be screened are Khavn's other recent digital films namely: Institusyon ng Makata (starring Marvin Agustin), Amen, and I’m Not Batman (with the Radioactive Sago Project).

Performing for the evening are Taggu nDios, Linch 12, The Brockas, and Kiko Machine.

This event is made possible through ClicktheCity.com, Transit, Red Leaf Printing Press, Anthem magazine and NU 107.

For inquiries, email banned_movies@yahoo.com or visit www.bannedmoviespil ipinas.com. You can also text 0917-9180575.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

A Cure for Dead Dogs

. . . as if weather were a cure
for childhood.
--Bin Ramke

As if time were a cure. As if all things
pass, this too shall pass were a cure
for time, the time it takes, time enough,

a little more time. As if waking
with a taste in your mouth
were a cure for childhood, a sweaty

sweaty dream, a monster, an
angel in the closet, under the bed
were a cure for a ghost. As if

a thing lost or forgotten, discarded,
fled, written down and revised, revisited
were a cure for dead dogs, dogs

put to sleep, put down, put out of mind,
put that way were a cure for the facts.

As if this were a cure for that.

As if what happened, events as told, as tell
about the teller were a cure for
what ails, what finally ends, what time

has taken its toll on. As if what can be
hoped for, what works, what heals
were a cure. As if a cure were needed.

Craig Morgan Teicher

from Verse

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

The Darkness of Books

Tagged by Mikael

1. One book that changed your life.

Zen and The Art of Motorcycle Maintenance by Robert Pirsig. "Good is a noun," says the author, meditating on the metaphysics of quality. Wasak.

2. One book you have read more than once.


Mark Strand's Blizzard of One.

3. One book you would want on a desert island.

Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance
ulit. It's been quite some time since I last read it and it might just be enough to "tide me over" while waiting for quality coconuts to fall. Teka, "desert" island ba talaga o "deserted"? Kasi kung disyerto at may kasama naman pala akong hayop, eh di Man and Camel na lang. Hehe. Baduy...

4. One book that made you laugh.

Hmmm... It would have to be A Spell For Chameleon from Piers Anthony's Xanth Series. Winner of the World Fantasy Award and a real belly-acher.

5. One book that made you cry.

The Stranger
by Albert Camus. Weird, but that climactic scene with Mersault confronting the priest near the end really got me all wound up.

6. One book you wish had been written.


Nueve Chupacabras
by Accessibilly Ty Collins.

7. One book you wish had never been written.

Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone. Aside from being too formulaic, the premise of this highly commercialized series (you know, a school of Wizardry and all) was unabashedly taken from Ursula Le Guin's Earthsea Trilogy.

8. One book you are currently reading.

Why We Are Hungry by Dave Eggers. Hehe. I'm reading this because Kael got either too drunk or too hypnotized a few nights ago and promptly lent it to me, his eyes blank.

9. One book you have been meaning to read.

Ramil Gulle's new poetry book, Textual Relations. Got it from the recent book launch in UP.

Tagging: Banzai Cat, Cos, Daryll, Weng, Paul, FRODA

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

14th Iligan National Writers Workshop (INWW)

The National Commission for Culture and Arts (NCCA), the Mindanao Creative Writers Group, Inc., and the Mindanao State University-Iligan Institute of Technology’s Office of the Vice Chancellor for Reseach and Extension (OVCRE) are accepting applications from writers to the 14th Iligan National Writers Workshop (INWW) to be held on May 21-24, 2007 in Iligan City.

Panelists this year are Rosario Cruz Lucero, Erlinda Kintanar Alburo, Jaime An Lim, Leoncio P. Deriada, Merlie M. Alunan, German V. Gervacio, Steven Patrick C. Fernandez, Victor N. Sugbo and this year’s keynote speaker, the poet Rebecca Añonuevo, 3rd INWW Fellow (1996)

Fifteen (15) slots, five each from Luzon, Visayas and Mindanao are available for writing fellowships to the INWW.

Applicants are required to submit five poems, or, one short story, or, a one-act play in Filipino, English or in Cebuano, Hiligaynon, Kinaray-a, Waray (with English or Filipino translations) along with the applicant’s biodata, two 2X2 photos and a certification that his/her work is original. For short stories or plays, please submit a hard copy and a CD with the manuscripts encoded in MS Word Unpublished works are preferred.

Writing fellows will be given free board and lodging and a travel allowance. Applications must be postmarked on or before March 30,2007. No applications or manuscripts will be accepted if sent by fax or e-mail. Applicants are also advised to keep copies of their manuscripts since these will not be returned.

Send all applications to the 14th INWW Director, Christine Godinez-Ortega c/o OVCRE, MSU-IIT, Iligan City. For more information call Pat Cruz tels. (063) 3516131; or e-mail: ovcre-mepc@sulat. msuiit.edu. ph / cherlyadlawan@ yahoo.com

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Laki Sa Layaw, Bayaw!

A photo essay of the various bayaws linked to the blog and/or looked up to by the Bayaw Collective. Hehe.



starry starry Vincent "King" Bayaw
Wengster Bayaw

Darkman Bayaw

Gothic Bayaw

Sleepy Bayaw

Charlson Marcos Hawthorne Bayaw

Dada Bayaw

Magic Al Bayaw w/ Mascot Bayaw

The Architist Bayaw

Pinikpikan Bayaw

Troll Bayaw

Fine Young Vayaws

At syempre...



Bayaw Lokal Boys (Anonas Chapter)

Wasak!!!

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Wha' Happened?

Ika nga ni Maricel S, "I'm buck!"

Maraming salamat kay Norman "Iwasak" Wilwayco aka swiminteractive
para sa bagong hitsura ng blog. Wasak ka talaga, bayaw!


Kudos also to Emman Acasio who designed the artwork on the right side for the poem, "Makahiya". Salamucho, tol.

Sundays

Grandmother religious—whose jargons were spoken with firm belief
in the Sabbath, that solemn and complex gestures must come before
Amen, who insists that hands must not simply meet, but mean and signify,
point heavenward, lest slapped—today I am not wearing po

my Sunday best. Remember the afternoon I came home with science,
offering newer lessons? How you scorned me then. Even as I was pulling out
that dissected frog, you were already running around the old house,
opening all windows, simply detesting the evil smell of formalin,

your rosary your sole consolation, as you swayed gently on that now lost
rocking chair. God, how you punished my pure sacrilege. Once,
you made me sit in the corner all day, forcing the scriptures into me,
as classmates studied the many wonders and synonyms of the word,

chrysalis, while every other kid was out catching butterflies. It was cruel,
the way you made me shine those leather shoes, wear that stupid belt.
And how, later, slowed down and forgetful, you had given certain Saturdays
your sacred duties of the next day, making me miss so many assignments

in biology. Lola, I can still see you, bane of science, skeptical to the end,
warming your cold chest with your one book, dictating wordlessly
the written and exact answers to all my questions, as I steadily grew
into belief, on my own, discovering faith and beginning to count

my blessings, having nothing to do on weekends, still transitory,
roaming the city and clasping both hands on the railing only out of instinct
or this sudden lucid memory, missing again certain stations, the mass.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Today is International Mother Language Day

At isang maabong Miyerkules. Heto ang isang bagong tula ni Becky Añonuevo
tungkol at para sa ilang "academicians" sa isang unibersidad
na patuloy na nagmamarunong, eh hanggang ngayon nama'y nakakalimutan
pa ring mag-evolve. Isang meditasyon hango sa tulang "Postscript"
ni Rolando Tinio.


POSTSCRIPT SA POSTSCRIPT

Akala ko rin ay tumatagos ang iyong mga tula
Sa mga diyos-diyosang
Nakatuntong sa kalabaw,
Pero palibhasa’y latak ang utak,
O patak-patak,
Paano ka nga maiintindihan?
Ay, kung maririnig mo lang
Wala pa ring puknat ang tralala-twang
Hayun sa entablado, bigay-todo sa mikropono,
Kagagaling naman ng mga hinayupak
Na inglesero in fairness
wala nga lang laman
(ang high notes at falsetto)
sandamakmak

ang jargon lexicon kotong!

sa kaliwa’t kanang kumperensiya
national regional international

Cathedral for critical discourse analysis
Asian readers negotiating meaning and identity
Hyper-realities hegemony worksheets
Context, culture, and communication
(subtitle, fading effect: cheers for call centers)
Sheesh kulang na lang naka-tutu ang mga titulo, a-one!, a-two!
At nakaliyad patingkayad na pumasok
Sa background music na el bimbo

at kung puwede lang under the ocean
or over 47 Ursa Marjoris B
at ano pang planetoid Mathilde
hindi talaga makaliligtas sa mga organizers de-kalibre,
aba, karapat-dapat silang tawaging doktor at mga maestro,
kung hindi ba naman,
nahilo ang mga delegado sa pagparoo’t parito
sa world-class campus (na ang tanging sakit
ay obesity sa traffic, just try counting the cars),

at mayroon nga palang mapa!
E ba’t hindi ninyo naman binasa!

Di bale may meryenda, tatlong piranggot
Na tasty na may palamang ala-pimiento, o itlog.

Take note, limang libo, Rolando,

LIMANG LIBONG PISO (P5.000.00) ang ibinayad
Ng mga guro mula katipunan hanggang cotabato

At kailangan kaming magtaka,
magmakaawa sa balewalang inakala:

Ang tanging naiuwi ay sertipiko,
Pero paano kami mag-eecho?


Rebecca T. Añonuevo


Pebrero 18, 2007

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Bayaw na Bayaw

Radioactive Sago Project's








Abeylabembol na!
Magbihis na kayo't bumili!

Monday, February 12, 2007

BLOG is short for BALROG



I'm starting a column for T3 Magazine this coming March. Below is the first, unedited version of the article.


The View From Vista (Or Why You Shouldn’t Upgrade Your PC Just Yet)

Joel M. Toledo


A friend texted me a few days ago, asking for advice re: building up a new system. He needed a new sleek hardware; saying he can’t wait to own a Windows Vista-ready PC, having probably been “privy to” (he’s a law student) all the hype that surrounds the much-awaited successor of Windows XP.

And who in his right computer-savvy mind wouldn’t be excited? Windows Vista promises a plethora of software features that would make one drool. The view from Vista is a definite sensory assault, in all probability marking a new age in computer systems.

Still, I simply told my would-be-lawyer friend, not to even bother with an upgrade. Sure, he has his plausible arguments as to obtaining a dual-core processor, a bigger hard drive, A DVD-burner, and newer RAM. But the bigger issue really is his willingness to settle for a mid-range video card—you know, that square-ish graphics contraption that non-gamers often take for granted. And which is actually the heart of this column’s argument.

My friend says he’s getting a 7600GT card, one of graphics developer giant NVidia’s touted products in the recent year. Any other time, I would not have hesitated recommending it; heck, it’s powerful and rare: certainly not often bundled into most pre-assembled systems nowadays. Moreover, it’s usually a per-order basis card, not readily available in your neighborhood computer hardware shops.

Ironically, the 7600GT is relatively cheap, priced in hardware warehouses at about six to seven thousand Pesos. And if my friend had more dough to spend, I would have suggested he get a 7900GT card or its equivalent from ATI, NVidia’s graphics competitor. The usual price range for these supposedly high-end cards are in the 10K to 15++K level. And again, most likely per-order basis, unless you really bother to scour the Gilmore row of shops in San Juan.

Ridiculous, one might say (I can already see readers rolling your eyes, hear the collective groan), for a simple video card. Why, you can get a really nice appliance for that kind of money, a large TV, an LCD monitor, an Xbox 360 even. In the past, high-end graphics cards are mostly the ludicrous contraptions of fanatic gamers and the powertools of video editors.

Well, not any more.

This is probably the first time in the history of computing that you can truly take the word from gamers (and, uh, former game reviewers) and NOT upgrade yet. While the wicked dual-core processors and next-generation RAMs and motherboards are already out in the market, the missing link can simply and ultimately be summarized in one word:

DirectX10.

The video card technology has made significant leaps toward PC independence in the past few years, giving birth to the now-popular term Graphics Processing Unit (GPU). Now, this ideal severance is almost completely realized, with DirectX10 technology—
arguably Windows Vista’s ultimate attraction—allowing for dedicated GPU utilization.

All in all, it is not a good idea to upgrade yet because of two basic points: one, the general lack of DirectX10-ready software; and two, incredibly expensive hardware (and the lack thereof) to truly harness Windows Vista’s power (Think P25K. And that’s just for NVidia’s cheapest DirectX10-ready 8800 series cards). More importantly, no amount of Windows XP tweaking will let you experience DirectX10’s beauty, as Microsoft will not let this technology trickle back to your aging XP operating systems.

The bottomline? Yes, by all means you may upgrade to a Vista-ready system now, but at this point it will most likely be temporary, transitory and, worse, a waste of your money. Wait a little bit for the technology to cheapen to sane price ranges and for the support to multiply. Don’t expect your Vista experience to open up to lovely and wondrous DirectX10 sceneries just yet. Keep those Windows latches firmly in place and preserve those precious XP points.

If only for a little while longer.

***

at syemps...

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Search Engine

Whose algorithms swim the ocean
of a single word, returning pages
fished like coelacanths and pearls
from the server's architectured soul:

in the machine’s drowned palaces, among
the gates and lattices of silicon
its terms have cradled satellites and saints,
touched their coronas in the disc’s mosaic.

Here mathematics gropes in parley
with the unknown, its hands entwined
in filigrees of light, tilting the net
over the imagination’s edge

into the dark: and in its snarls are hung
the numbered stars, the deftly rising moon.

Meirion Jordan


Wasak!

* From the new pamphlet,
Search Engine: Poems from Tower Poetry 2006.

Monday, February 05, 2007

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Stephen Burt Reviews Averno by Louise Glück

Averno is Louise Gluck's best book in at least ten years, perhaps her best since The Wild Iris (1992). Like almost all her books, it mixes curt fragments of autobiography, apothegmatic claims about disappointment and unfulfillment in human life generally, and analogies from familiar myth: in this case, the myth of Persephone, whose descent into Hades, and consequent winter (Italian "averno"), the poet sets against (a) her own midlife fears about death, (b) her thoughts on the tenacious, frightening bonds between mothers and daughters, and (c) the story of a modern girl, an anti-Persephone of sorts, who—through carelessness or arson—burns a wheat field to ash.

These deflated lyric utterances possess the starkness of her other recent books (such as 1999's Vita Nova) but almost none of their self-pity, and none of their risky, apparently thin consolation. "I thought my life was over," Vita Nova concluded, "then I moved to Cambridge," that is, Cambridge, Massachusetts. No wonder Americans pay such high rent to live there.

Such responses, provoked whenever a poet does not quite transform her life into art, should not arise from Averno, which provokes astonishment, and perhaps a little fear, instead. In this book, when a life is over, it is truly over: "these things we depend on," the first poem says, "they disappear.// What will the soul do for solace then?... Maybe just not being is simply enough,/ hard as that is to imagine."

Averno, like many retellings of Persephone's story, considers how hard we find it to leave any prior world (childhood, say, or youth, or parenthood) behind. Gluck’s retelling stands out for the nearly impersonal harshness with which she examines the actors, and especially Demeter, the grieving mother. "The goddess of the earth/ punishes the earth—this is/ consistent with what we know of human behavior," she concludes. Another poem advises: "the tale of Persephone... should be read/ as an argument between the mother and the lover--/ the daughter is just meat." The closer we get, Gluck suspects, to the primal attachments—mother-daughter, wife-husband, lover-beloved-- the less humane we are to one another, the more we cease to care what our “partners” want.

Nor is that her only chilling claim. "I remember the word for chair,/ I want to say—I'm just not interested anymore." So the title poem states: few poets save Plath have sounded so alienated, so depressed, so often, and rendered that alienation aesthetically interesting. Gluck's self-editing, her care that each line add (or subtract) something from the line before, sets her above her bevy of imitators. As with Alberto Giacometti, her closest analogue in the visual arts, Gluck's technique seems to have evolved out of her bleak, subtractive moods. Her happiest claims, her most attractive images, come in for grim treatment as soon as they appear. Look what she does to the agreeable melancholy in this succession of images: "My childhood, closed to me forever,/ turned gold like an autumn garden" (here it comes) "mulched with a thick layer of salt marsh hay."

Such effects notwithstanding, Gluck's usual sources of surprise and variety are not images but syntax, line shape, and tone: poems shift from vaunting defiance to curdled self-hate in the space of a single phrase. Gluck can also stake everything on the truth of her abstract utterances: "It is true there is not enough beauty in the world./ It is also true that I am not competent to restore it./ Neither is there candor, and here I may be of some use."

That candor about owes something to Gluck's early and serious psychoanalysis, which (as she explained in an essay, collected in 1994's Proofs & Theories) served her almost as other writers have been served by universities. The psychoanalytic situation, of course, asks the analysand to say, without rehearsal, whatever seems most important, and identifies importance with hiddenness, shock, aggression, unfairness, with whatever emotions we usually conceal.

So does Gluck. What psychoanalysis does not do, what Gluck has used her lyric concision to do, is to judge those unfair, "inappropriate," self-revelations, and in doing so to give them shape, or shapes: as in the psychoanalytic series of sessions, organized into episodes and groups, Gluck's verse-paragraphs comprise sets and series, poems and groups of poems, sets within sets, such as the six-part, eleven-page poem “October,” each part and no part apparently final.

These bleak sequences include an equally bleak view of the life course. Lives in most art works have, in Yeats' phrase, "character isolated by a deed," but lives in Gluck have no deeds, no moments of decision, only a remembered "before" and a startled, stripped down "after," with "the field parched, dry,/ the deadness in place already." In a poem called "The Myth of Innocence," Persephone realizes that neither an account in which she says "I was abducted," nor an account in which she says "I offered myself... I willed this," fits: the name for her life, for all lives, is neither victimhood nor heroic choice, but impersonal fate, which we can resent indefinitely, or else resign ourselves to living out.

Gluck's bracing transitions and her scary omissions, her sudden claims and terse rejoinders, will not please every reader, but what could? She has rejected most of the effects by which other poets depict life's attractions, or its distractions: "Someone like me," Gluck says, "doesn't escape." Even the oldest tradition of seasonal lyric contains, for her, misleading consolation: "Spring will return, a dream/ based on a falsehood:/ that the dead return." Is such an account of life incomplete? It is: it is also beautiful in itself, and it makes a startling corrective to the hopes embodied by almost everything else we are likely to read.


From Tower Poetry

Friday, January 19, 2007

2006 Meritage Press Poetry Prize


What a great blessing
to start the year!
Heartfelt thanks to
Ms. Eileen Tabios,
Judge Michelle Bautista
and all the people over at
Meritage Press, San Francisco
for the honor. Congratulations
to the other winners,
Ivy Alvarez
and Marie La Viña,
both close friends,
as well as all the finalists. :)

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Chupacabraz at mag:net January 15 Monday!




Please come, support us, and Rock Out! This coming monday in mag:net Katipunan. Wasakan starts at 9pm. We'll be playing two sets from the forthcoming album, Release the Evil. Also featuring readings from established and upcoming poets like Jimmy Abad, Allan Pastrana, Angelo Suarez, Arkaye Kierulf, Lourd de Veyra, John Torres, Larry Ypil, and other readers from UP, UST, and Ateneo. If you feel like it, bring a copy of your poems and READ with us during the open mic. No secret handshakes required!




*photo from the cover of the 2005 album, Z by My Morning Jacket (my favorite wasak innovators of the moment)

Saturday, January 06, 2007

Pagluwas Book Launch

January 11, 2007 (Thursday)
7-9 PM
mag:net Katipunan

Plugging! Punta tayo't suportahan si Imo. Tutugtog ang Chupacabraz at Jesus Mafia. Paalis na rin si Imo papuntang Tate sa 13th so isang matinding Despedida na rin ito.

Tara, sakay na! Humaharurot na ang bus. Destinasyon: Kapahamakan.

Binubuo ang Pagluwas ng 52 kuwentong pira-piraso tungkol sa mga pasaherong sumakay ng bus biyaheng Maynila galing Baguio, at nauwi sa isang kakaibang sakuna. Walang nakaligtas at nasugatan. Wala, kahit mga katawan.

Inilalahad din ng Pagluwas ang mga pang-araw-araw na bagay (lipstick, robot na Voltes V, P2150, basketball jersey…) at mga karaniwang buhay bago umalagwa sa kawalan. Bahaging nobela at antolohiya ng mga sumambulat na naratibong nirerepaso ang kahulugan ng kasabihang "tayo ang mga bagay na naiwan" sa iba't ibang antas ng halaga at pagkapansamantala.

_________________________________________


Mala-nobela ang kalipunan ng maiigsing maikling kwento ni Quibilan. Pinamagatang Pagluwas, tila binubuksan nito ang isang puwerto at inihaharap s atin ang maraming daigdig na nagpapakilala ng maraming iba-ibang tauhan at maraming iba-ibang naratibo na ipinauubaya ng anyong dagli.

Kawiliwiling sundan at subaybayan ang mga naratibo, hindi lamang dahil magaan ang kolokyal na wikang ginamit ng awtor kundi dahil eksperto si Quibilan sa pagbitag sa ating kuryosidad bilang mambabasa. Hindi kwentistang nagsusubo sa mambabasa ng mga detalye – dinadala niya tayo sa "wakas" na hindi naman katapusan, at iniiwan tayong tumatahi sa mga retaso ng naratibo ayon sa talas at tabas ng ating sariling mapanlikhang imahinasyon.

Basahin ang Pagluwas at danasin ang maraming buhay na hatid ni Quibilan at angkinin ang mga ito.


BIENVENIDO LUMBERA
National Artist for Literature

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"Nitong nakaraang 15 taon, kapansin-pansin ang paglabas sa bansa ng mga kuwentong hindi tradisyunal o apropriasyon ng tendensiyang post-modern. Kasama sa tendensyang ito ang PAGLUWAS. Mahusay ang pagkakasulat nito sa pagtalakay sa mumunting problema na may mumunting "pain and agony" ng mumunting buhay. Malay si Quibilan sa halaga ng papel ng mambabasa, sa paghingi niya ng detalye para mapaikli ang kuwento.

"Mahalagang kontribusyon ang PAGLUWAS hindi lamang sa ebolusyon ng kuwento sa Filipino kundi mismo sa kontemporaryong panitikang Filipino."

JUN CRUZ REYES
Premyadong Kuwentista at Propesor ng Panitikan sa UP

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"Confirms what we all know: that we are just detritus in a crash of spirits and bodies, trying to find meaning in the aftermath. The coolness of it is that it depicts our inexorable spin to destruction with such poetry."


KARL R. De MESA
Author: Damaged People, Tales of the Gothic-Punk

Friday, December 29, 2006

To All Caracoa 2006 Contributors

Just a reminder to all the 25 contributors whose poems came out in the 2006 Silver Issue. If you have not gotten your complimentary copies yet, please email me your mailing address (ramblingsoul@yahoo.com). The people from the PLAC will send you your copies. But if you are anywhere near the Katipunan area, I can meet you early next year and hand over your copies. Thanks.

By the way, Caracoa 2006 is being sold in mag:net Katipunan and will be available in Aeon Books by January. It's only P100. Bili naman kayo. Salamat at Manigong Bagong Taon sa lahat!

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

Desiderio, The Afflicted

by Karl De Mesa


Had he been lucid he would have been the first to affirm that, yes, his state did not lack for exegetes. If only he could remember which superlative went where and belonged to which field, he would have had the time of his life.

One thing was certain: he was no longer among the lucid.

Often, he would wake to find his sheets soaked in blood. He would rush to the bathroom and wash himself until the small soap they gave him every morning was reduced to the size of his pinky.

His screams were routinely ignored. This only increased his rage. When the fury reached breaking point he would toss himself against every surface until he forced himself to calm down again, forced himself to befriend the walls and the floor and the bed. “Look! Look how I bleed!” he would declare and he would raise his wrists and try to lift his feet as well.

Of course the wounds were not there. They always retreated from day, dissolved by
the same light that had transformed him. It was different when night came. If only they could see him at such times, he would show them and then they would see, they would acknowledge his apotheosis.

He doesn’t remember what he had first prayed for, but he does remember that he had clasped his hands and bowed his head to the Lord ever since he got here. Somewhere down the line he became lost in devotion. The light, engulfing him, showed him the wickedness of his heart, the wickedness of those around him.

That day, his change could not be denied. To himself, that is.

This change could only be seen from within. Its mark on his flesh, the night wounds, was a continuing reminder that his doubts still lay claim to him in some small measure. Such a testament was insufficient for the nurses and doctors. Still, there was no other option. So he continually called to them when the wounds came, hoping they would see, hoping they would recognize. Until then they insisted he swallow pills and commanded electricity to heal him.

In this place light behaved erratically, shadows fell where they shouldn’t -- the chiaroscuro of things was reversed. Medicine, that bitter cocktail, was the only clock by which he judged the time.

Today, there was still enough light to discern the person who came in with the 6PM cup of pills. But there was one glaring mistake: the woman had become a man. This was not logical. Perhaps it was another trick of his gaolers? If it was, it was by far the most ingenious.

“Desi,” the man who had entered said, and approached.

He didn’t answer.

“Desiderio de la Cruz,” the man looked at a rectangular metal tablet in his hand.

Desi did not acknowledge him. He continued to stare at the bedpan at the foot of his bed. It was in the man’s way, but it was also concealed since it was colored so much like the off-white of the floor and the walls. The man would surely stumble on it or, if Desi was lucky, trip and break his nose. So far it didn’t look like he had noticed.

Although there was a bathroom in Desi’s room he had insisted they give him a bedpan –a steel and aluminum arinola. He had a weak stomach and his bowels were weaker still. Sometimes he didn’t reach the toilet before his guts burst. To force them to give him a bedpan he had taken to defecating on the floor. This proved to them his urgent need.

The man stood fuddled over his metal tablet. Today, Desi knew there were no feces inside the bedpan. It was covered, yes, since he had just pissed there a few minutes ago, piss yellow and rank from this afternoon’s pineapple juice.
He made a bet for the next minute: the man would notice the bedpan and sidestep it or the bedpan would remain unnoticed. It would take the man approximately five steps to reach the foot of the bed from where he stood.

Desi rooted for the bedpan.

Meanwhile, the man continued to look at his metal tablet as he walked forward. “Desiderio, how do you feel today? I’m your new doctor, my name is Dr. Herodya. Sorry for the confusion but management says we better rotate with you every month since you don’t seem to be responding to treatment. Anyway, I have a nice glass of gin-buko right here.” The Doctor shook the plastic cup in his hand where pills rattled within. “Hello? Do you know where you are, Desi?”

The Doctor took a step forward. Outside, the sun was going down at an alarming speed. It would be dark before the bet could be completed.

“Do you remember how you got here? Why you’re here? Anything at all?”

Another step.

Desi’s eyes widened as he mentally urged the Doctor to walk faster. The Doctor stopped.

“Desi? Can you hear me?”

No! No! Don’t stop! Take another step! He cleared his throat, “I hear. Desi cannot.”
“Oh? Why not? You have ears. Don’t you, Desi?”

It seems he must take a hand in the proceedings, “I have, but I am not he. He was a sinful man.”

The Doctor took a step forward. He stopped a few inches from the bedpan. “Then who are you?”

He shook his head and said to the Doctor, “He is not I.”

“Who are you?” The Doctor asked again, “Who are you if not Colonel Desiderio de la Cruz?”

The enemy clearly had the upper hand but Desi’s will was stronger. Was he not a soldier of the Lord, a commander who served the glorious Host? He knitted his brows and willed with all his might. Willed the doctor to lift his foot and put it in front of the other. Walk, Doctor, walk! The Doctor took a step forward and stumbled right into the bedpan. He knocked over the cover and spilled piss all over his polished leather shoes, right through to his white socks.

“Shit!” the Doctor said in a surprisingly crisp tone.

Doctor Herodya cursed again as Desi laughed. He sat back on the bed. He held his belly and enjoyed the mirth. Sunlight completely faded and the light on the ceiling automatically turned itself on.

The light. The memory of living and dying for a brief second. The pull of a trigger. Only God could have saved Desi’s men. Only God could have made the bullet ricochet across his helmeted temple, knocking him from the path of the rocket that quickly followed and allowing him to survive. To survive even as the shrapnel and explosion cut to ribbons the Sergeant and three Privates behind him. His men. He had ordered them to get as much cover as they could, but the terrorists knew just where to hit them, and just when. The enemy. They had been waiting.

He wasn’t God, you know. No. Not then. Not yet.

“You know who I am,” he said to the Doctor.

Desi cast aside the blanket and stretched out his legs to show him the red pinpricks on his feet that oozed blood. He held up his arms to display his twin, bleeding wrists. Desi wondered if he had the halo around his head as well. He would have given anything for a mirror but the awed, horrified look in the Doctor’s eyes was enough.

Meanwhile, the Doctor was about to burst from an inner quake. The cup of pills in his hand rattled to a rapid beat. It began from his piss-soaked shoes and rapped its percussion against his immaculate white pants, his ballooning torso, up to his tiered and three-chinned face. The tremor set the glasses on his nose askew. It knocked at his skull, whipping his thinning hair from side to side as if he was being slapped. Unable to contain the mystery before him, the Doctor averted his eyes.

He rushed out of the room, knocking over the bedpan again. He threw aside the cup as he opened the door. Pills scattered. The Doctor’s footsteps and his scream echoed down the corridor to clamor with the other petitions in the dark.
Desi put down his arms and smiled at the bedpan. It lay on its side, its cover a foot away.

“You won,“ he told it.

It wobbled to say that, indeed, it had.


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for discussion, E103

Monday, December 18, 2006

Caracoa 2006: The Silver Issue (UPDATED)



















WHAT: Caracoa 2006: The Silver Issue Book Launch
WHEN: Friday, December 22, 2006 7pm
WHERE: mag:net Katipunan

CARACOA REVIVAL ON PLAC's 25th YEAR

Caracoa: The Poetry Journal of the Philippine Literary Arts Council
(PLAC), sees a revival after a ten-year hiatus with the launch in
Mag:net Katipunan at 7pm this Friday, Dec. 22, of Caracoa 2006: The Silver
Issue.

The younger generation of outstanding poets writing in English took the
initiative to revive what had been the longest running poetry journal
in the country as well as in Asia, which was started in the early 1980s
when it came out regularly as a quarterly.

The last issue, however, was produced in 1996, after which Caracoa
became moribund. Poets Joel Toledo, Lourd de Veyra, Angelo Suarez and Mookie
Katigbak sought permission from two of PLAC's founders, Gemino H. Abad
and Alfred A. Yuson, for the revival, for which the young poets
constituted themselves into an editorial board.

25 fresh voices comprise the contributors for the revival issue, which
also commemorates PLAC's 25th anniversary.

These contributors will help launch Caracoa 2006 with a reading of
their featured poems.

The Caracoa journal designer Pancho Villanueva will exhibit five of his
artworks, three of which are featured in the revival issue, on the
night of the reading-launch.

A couple of freshly minted CDs — of poetry readings conducted by the
original PLAC crew in the 1980s, including Abad, Cirilo F. Bautista,
Alfrredo Navarro Salanga, Ricardo M. de Ungria and Yuson, will also be
made available during the event.

The poets' band Chupacabraz, composed of Israfel Fagela, Joel
Toledo, Mikael Co and Carljoe Javier, will also perform after the reading.

Caracoa's revival was made possible with the help of David Guerreo,
Esq.of BBDO Guerrero Ortega.


(Mag:net Cafe is located along Katipunan Ave, Quezon City fronting
Miriam and Ateneo beside ibank and Rustan's with Tel 9293191 or visit
www.magnet.com.ph)

Caracoa 2006 features poems from 25 poets:

1. Alexander Agena
2. Jim Pascual Agustin
3. Ivy Alvarez
4. Oscar Alvarez
5. Glenn Atanacio
6. Amado Bajarias
7. Luis Cabalquinto
8. Mark Cayanan
9. Frank Cimatu
10. Mikael De Lara Co
11. Vincent Coscolluela
12. Adam David
13. Raymond de Borja
14. Rodrigo dela Peña
15. Israfel Fagela
16. Eduardo Geronia, Jr.
17. Luisa Igloria
18. Ken Ishikawa
19. Arkaye Kierulf
20. Sarge Lacuesta
21. Paolo Manalo
22. Wilfredo Pascual
23. Jose Ocampo Reyes
24. Naya Valdellon
25. Joel H. Vega

Finally, we're setting sail! Everyone's invited.
If you're a contributor, please bring poems to read.

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

¾

Certainly not as complex as math, and much simpler
than metaphor. Just something visual and comprehensible
and somewhat circular, like a pie from childhood
and how we had wanted it so badly, loving the challenge
a sister or brother posed, everything in favor of
that youthful right to the bigger share.

We call it greed every so often, getting old,
watching children fight over some silly object.
Common competition, we say, and how back then
we should always win. But how hard can it be
to let go of the transgressions? Even now
we are remembering our own incompleteness,

knowing at last that there’s so much the universe
still owes us: quarter moons and acute angles and just
too much sea. So we smile at the children
building sandcastles along the edges of water,
impatient for their own coming of age.
We coax them into the water oh so gently,

we would seem almost innocent. Now we are waiting
for them to call to us, to discuss with us sciences
and fractions and the deep and vast oceans of the world,
the insignificant domains of land and how to swim,
to love the fair and the unbroken sun above.
If only to fill them in on things, if only to get even.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Is it I, Lord? Is it I?







re-post from cos' blog. haha.











Btw, please come on Monday, November 27, 8pm.

Chupacabraz at mag:net Katipunan


with, ika nga ni Goma, poetries by:

1. Angelo Suarez
2. Larry Ypil
3. Arkaye Kierulf
4. Allan Pastrana
5. Mookie Katigbak
6. Sarge Lacuesta
7. Marie La Vina
8. Cos Zicarelli
9. Sonny Sendon

en manny more sorprays gezs

Nood na!

Monday, November 20, 2006

Patrick Rosal at mag:net


Inviting everyone to attend the one-night-only bboy poetry reading of Fil-Am poet Patrick Rosal tomorrow, November 21 (Tuesday), 8PM at mag:net, Katipunan. I will be reading with other guest readers including Asha Macam and Mookie Katigbak. See you there.

Patrick Rosal is the celebrated author of Uprock Headspin Scramble and Dive (Persea Books), finalist for the Asian-American Writers' Workshop Literary Awards and winner of the AAWW Member's Choice Award. His chapbook Uncommon Denominators won the Palanquin Poetry Series Award. His work has appeared in journals such as North American Review, Columbia, Folio, and many anthologies including The NuyorAsian Anthology, Pinoy Poetics, and The Beacon Best. He has been a featured reader at many venues around the country, in Buenos Aires, London, and on the BBC radio program "The World Today". The 2001 Emerging Writer in Residence at Penn State Altoona, he is currently Assistant Professor of English at Bloomfield College. My American Kundiman, was recently published by Persea Books in fall 2006.


-----

The Poet with His Face in His Hands

You want to cry aloud for your
mistakes. But to tell the truth the world
doesn't need any more of that sound.

So if you're going to do it and can't
stop yourself, if your pretty mouth can't
hold it in, at least go by yourself across

the forty fields and forty dark inclines
of rocks and water to the place where
the falls are flinging out their white sheets

like crazy, and there is a cave behind all that
jubilation and water fun and you can
stand there, under it, and roar all you

want and nothing will be disturbed; you can
drip with despair all afternoon and still,
on a green branch, its wings just lightly touched

by the passing foil of the water, the thrush,
puffing out its spotted breast, will sing
of the perfect, stone-hard beauty of everything.

-- Mary Oliver, from The Best American Poetry 2006 (I got a copy
yesterday from Booksale. hehe.)

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Bridport Prize 2006


Truly an honor. Many thanks to judge Lavinia Greenlaw and Bridport's Frances Everitt. Here's the Bridport Prize's updated link and here's what Ms. Greenlaw has to say about the winning poems. Awarding is tomorrow in Dorset, UK. The support has been tremendous, but I couldn't go and receive the prize myself as my daughter's currently confined and we don't know the final diagnosis yet. Anyhow, congratulations to all the winners, both for Fiction and Poetry. :)

Advanced call for submissions: Deadline for the next Bridport Prize is June 30th 2007. Judges are (wasak, wasak) Don Paterson for Fiction and Tracy Chevalier for Poetry. O nga, parang baligtad yata; dapat Paterson for Poetry and Chevalier for Fiction. Let's see if they still correct this. But that's what the Bridport Prize website says.

Thanks so much to Ms. Mons Romulo Tantoco for helping me secure my passport and to the wonderful people in the British Council for the help with the VISA. Pasensya na po talaga, di nakaalis.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Time

Someone once said, it's been with us
since the beginning, incorruptible and blameless
as the electricity that rides the sky
and pushes the children away from the swing,
to fear then unhappiness, as they stare out
of windows like the rain will always be
their greatest bully. Nothing we do
can console them, like the small and nearby
were already the wide and friendly world,
as if outside should be swings and seesaws
and permanent sunshine. As if their whole lives
would rest on the same axis: our presence
and their resistance. Meanwhile,
we do what we can. We count the spaces
between lightning and thunder, the intervals
of rain and sun, time. So that our children,
alive with their bursting blue souls,
could once again leave us inside,
staring out of windows and growing even older.

Friday, November 03, 2006

Contact

To be sedated, handled with fingers,
the fear conquered and the animal harmless
like the ordinary orchids in the greenhouse,
its body just another thing to be tampered with.

I think of the young zoologist, his first time
in the field, lab work and books behind him,
hands calloused from too many chemicals.
How his body shudders now, this moment

with the animal of his wildest dreams.
It could be a lion, rhino, some poisonous snake.
It really doesn’t matter. He is caught
in this moment of pure closeness. He holds its paws,

hooves, wings, the pointed and useless fangs,
rough but firm like his grandmother’s hands,
as during that first trip to the zoo one summer,
a long time ago, before he forgot how

the sun exposes everything, alights gently
on the living, or the dead, and how everything ends up
being touched, even the fierce ones, even this animal—
for now familiar, for now almost like family.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Poems with Crickets

Life

They made it clear from the beginning–
you were only borrowing it for a while,
and have to surrender it eventually,
like an umbrella from the neighbors after the rain.

Some, inclined to science and a mild form of pontification,
guessed life to be most likely linear, one straight path
from one moment to another, or crooked,
depending on which religion you’re looking from, and even concentric also,

like the growth of a tree’s bark, the future
containing the past in small circular hearts.
It was the really concerned ones, willing to be honest,
your mother most probably, or cousin, who said

happiness was hard to come by,
but attainable and never-ending and short.
What they didn’t tell you was that the sky overhead
was already gathering around the horizon and beautiful forever,

the grass underfoot growing around your feet
from graves. Of course you don’t have to know why.
You can always pray and sleep under trees.
What they didn’t tell you

was that you were given a body
weak to the hard elements but indestructible
as long as there was the soul chittering
like a cricket in the wide, boundless night field

outside your window, now apparently wet,
it having just rained, the neighbor’s umbrella
propped on your door, unreturned,
black with red polka dots, not your favorite color.

-- Arkaye Kierulf


Atonement

Where they are exactly, no one knows.
It is enough that they lie somewhere,
slicing the darkness with their sharp sounds.

Far off, in the cities, people are making do
with light and music and wakefulness.
Here, it is not so different. Only here,

the fireflies are satisfied with their nature,
their flickering envy of stars.
The same is true of the bullfrog,

announcing its presence by the pond,
and of the waiting owl, wide-eyed
and dark-winged and silent in the tree.

But the crickets, weak and ready
for the taking, are the boldest,
frantic with their unlinear music

as if they want to be found, as if
each singular blade of grass contains a single note,
contributes to the grand monotone of the evening.

Troubled and sleepless, I step out to look for them,
flashlight in hand. But outside there is only
the unblemished night, alive with its occasions of light,

harsh sounds, and the unseen crickets, nearby
and far away, mocking the frog, the owl, me.
As if their chorus is both for death and deliverance,

or simply because the night would be too silent
without their sacrifice. Eventually, they would
be discovered. Maybe not tonight, and maybe not

by me. This is the call of both the wild
and the human: our constant search for sources,
answers. Then again, there is the question

of God, our natural need to be heard, forgiven,
as these crickets–-noisy but perhaps
full of prayer, perhaps already redeemed.

-- Joel M. Toledo

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Dusting

These things moving in wind,
we have names for them. Feather, dust,
bird. That which, now and then, urges leaves
to nudge the moveable branches. Sometimes,

we may even see their quiet collisions,
flecks of sudden and minute life
as this afternoon, sitting on the porch
and watching my wife dusting off blankets,

the sunlight gathering around her lithe body,
our children running under the swayed trees
and the startled birds, the dust swirling joyously
everywhere, celebrating their release. And I am held

in awe of the things that move in the world,
or are moved, and of the privacy of the living,
the many rising objects revealed only by refraction,
and why I just sit here, straining.

Friday, October 20, 2006

Chupacabraz at mag:net katipunan

Monday, October 23. Show starts at 8pm with Poetry Reading by various poets from UST including Angelo Suarez, Cos Zucarelli, and Eric Melendez. Come one bayaw, com all bayaw!

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Chupacabraz at Purple Haze

WHEN: Friday the 13th of October, 9PM
WHERE: Purple Haze Bar, T. Morato cor. E. Rodriguez, QC

Mga bayaw at hipag, manood naman kayo at maki wasak!

Monday, September 11, 2006

The Plight of Poetry (or: What The Professors Did To Poetry)

interesting essay.


Bruce Deitrick Price
September 4, 2006

Quick, name a famous living poet. I bet that 99.99% of Americans can’t do this. When I was a boy, they actually interrupted pop music on the radio to say that T. S. Eliot had died. Can you imagine this today? Once the lusty Queen of the arts, Poetry now seems dithering and irrelevant. What happened?

I can do this in 10,000 words but we’re all in a hurry, right? The pretentious and sententious mugged Poetry. Mostly professors, lots of professors. There were also the highbrow critics such as Clement Greenberg, who lamented that middlebrow culture was “infecting the healthy, corrupting the honest and stultifying the wise.” Here’s what he and his friends were saying: if you don’t like what we tell you to like, you’re not entitled to like anything at all. Instead of encouraging people to participate as much as possible, even if only a little, and thus lifting the whole society, Clement & Co. undercut the process. Our self-appointed elite is good at the stilted, the mannered, the brainy, the opaque, the ingeniously pointless, so that’s the genius stuff. Everything else is deemed unworthy.

Fifty years ago we still had great and greatly famous poets. But after World War II, the universities swelled in number and size, and professors swelled with ambition. Poetry got kidnapped by publish-or-perish careerists (because universities count poems as “scholarly publications”). MFA programs claiming to teach the “craft” of poetry--never mind that it’s an art--sprouted like mushrooms. Dozens of little magazines, subsidized by university budgets and infused by academic hauteur, claimed to present true poetry. A small group (were there even a thousand of these people?) wrote, published, reviewed, praised, and gave awards to each other’s poems, all the while sniffing disdain at anything from outside their circle.

***

Sure, there are always culture snobs. In moderate doses it’s a fine thing--keeps the intellectual pot boiling, makes life interesting. But when think-alike extremists take over, you can kiss your art goodbye. And this is no short-term phenomenon. As early as the 1980’s, the generic poetry stamped out by academics already had a sardonic name: the McPoem.

McPoems, we might say, are to Poetry what chamber music is to music. Let’s concede that great skill is required to create chamber music, there is beautiful chamber music, and many people do love chamber music. The problems start if you pretend that chamber music is the only kind of music. Well, that kind of snobbery doesn’t go far in the music world, but it got disastrously far in literary land.

McPoems are usually genteel to an effete degree. Which would remind many of the New Yorker, so rich and influential, so enamoured of McPoetry. I confess that I’ve had a long love-hate relationship with Eustace Tilley’s Mag. The cartoons made me laugh. The poems often left me dazed: Are there actually people who enjoy this?

Whereas McPoetry is usually tired and gauzy, great poetry is typically energetic and lucid. Opaque poetry? Unless it’s at the level of Ezra Pound and Wallace Stevens, let’s not go there. (Billy Collins, a poet laureate, crafts his poems so they can be understood on a first reading; you can guess that McPoets hate this guy.) The language of great poems is generally intriguing on its own; but typically you fall through the language into the story or epiphany. No story or epiphany? Why write? And great poetry almost always gives you a grin or a chill, a sigh or a shudder. They’re emotional. McPoems tend to murmur faintly.

Who today writes with vigor and emotion? Our songwriters may be the exemplars. One of the pleasures of being in a Karaoke bar is to really study the lyrics on the screens, study them as if they are great poetry. Some are. You just know, if they published a book of Recent Poetry That Actually Made Somebody’s Heart Beat Faster, most of it would be by the Beatles and 50 other rock and rollers, Tin Pan Alley wordsmiths, blues and country singers, rappers, and other outcasts.

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So, here’s what the McPoets accomplished: a torrent of boring poetry gave Poetry a bad rep. To judge by the proliferation of websites, more people may be reading long-dead Romans than are reading any American poets alive. What’s certain is that writers such as Catullus and Martial are perused with more visceral enjoyment than virtually all contemporary poets, because the dead guys are alive with sophistication and high spirits.

Poems from the Greek Anthology seems also to be more popular than ever. Wow! These poets wrote about every facet of life, including enemies, lovers, battles, and favorite boats. Here’s what poetry was like when it was young:

On a Thessalian Hound (by Simonides)

Even as you lie dead in this tomb
I know the wild beasts
still fear your white bones, huntress Lycas;
your bravery high Pelion knows,
and splendid Ossa
and the lonely peaks of Cithaeron.

Point is, this ancient poetry displays a directness, a force, a fullness of life that literature has traditionally possessed but McPoems abandoned. Just as they abandoned lightness (the kind that ballerinas possess) and a sense of fun. e. e. cummings shows how to do it right:

since feeling is first
who pays any attention
to the syntax of things
will never wholly kiss you;
wholly to be a fool
while Spring is in the world
my blood approves,
and kisses are a better fate
than wisdom

cummings also gave us a remarkable poetic credo: “It is with roses and locomotives (not to mention acrobats Spring electricity Coney Island the 4th of July the eyes of mice and Niagara Falls) that [poems] are competing.”

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Horace, a Roman, wrote a long Ars Poetica full of sensible advice to the young writer. Fast forward 2000 years: Archibald MacLeish wrote another Ars Poetica, quite short, quite bizarre. This one has probably been quoted a million times in various McPoem Academies. It starts:

A poem should be palpable and mute
As a globed fruit,
Dumb
As old medallions to the thumb...

Poems should be mute and dumb? So gloriously goofy. Twenty years ago, when McPoems were practically blocking out the sun, I wrote my own Ars Poetica in self-defense. Here’s all of it:

oh to uncage words
as startling as birds
naked and silken
full of song and shriek
flung into the envious air
on a wonder of wings
to spin and soar and rise
dazzling our days
with surprise

MacLeish tells you how to write McPoems. I tell you: there’s other roads. But what the hey, I love these lines by Gelett Burgess:

I never saw a purple cow,
I never hope to see one;
but I can tell you, anyhow,
I’d rather see than be one!

Perhaps you feel the same way...but you’re afraid to admit it? Well, there’s some good in getting older and cranky. I no longer care what professors and cultural commissars think. Here’s advice I gave elsewhere about art: “Don’t be intimidated. If you don’t like it, it’s bad. If you like it, it’s good. Buy it.”

Another of my favorite lines is something I found, decades ago, scrawled on a vending machine in the New York City subway:

Let my red hot lips kiss your blues away

But here we are, pathetic losers. For the first time in the history of the world, in the most word-filled, endlessly communicating society ever, there’s hardly any literary hot lips.

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Coda: Other people have made these same laments. Perhaps not as stridently. But they probably wanted to be respectable. I just want to set you free. First, ignore most of what comes out of academia until they stop being so pretentious. Second, spread yourself around, gather your literary rosebuds as you may, practice that diversity the universities love so much to talk about but don’t always get around to practicing. More than anything else, open up your heart! Let the works in. That’s all any writer or artist can ask. If you then decide, no good, that’s no problem. Don’t apologize, keep looking. There’s so many talented people, in this country and around the world. You’ll love many of them. Find them, and take them home with you.

source: http://www.americanchronicle.com/articles/viewArticle.asp?articleID=13154

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Friday, September 08, 2006

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